our hopes and expectations/black holes and revelations

The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

I know the scrollbars are a little confusing. but just scroll them all to the end and bear with it,okay? i can't be bothered to mess around with the bloody HTML anymore. aaargh. Life. sometimes it sucks so badly you want to slap it hard. today a teacher whose name i didnt really catch came to class during my free period (creative arts for drama was off today) and talked to junwei and myself. basically she wanted to talk to everyone who appealed into 3HM about their common test results and whether they wanted to do Combined or Pure sciences for Midyears. godamnit she was like a robot. of course she started on me 'cos i'm the last in class (i don't think so - i KNOW so. hm, who else failed 7 subjects?) until i was semi-depressed. anyway i chose to take Pure sciences for midyears. it was a risk. Combined sciences looked tempting when she said,'The combined sciences exam will be easier...' But then again, how much easier can the combined science exams be?

but anyway when she finally let me go i still hadnt recovered from semi-depression and started tearing up.i didnt go full-mode but then i got the sniffles and when i get the sniffles it means i am crying or am having the flu. and i was perfectly fine before so it didnt seem reasonable that i would get the flu all of a sudden. so thank you tablemate for being so nice, and thank you simyee for the tissues.harhar. inside i was like why the hell are you crying, stopit stopit stopit shutupcrying. i dunno why but i just felt sorta sad and stupid then.

i failed freaking E Geog. 9/25! unbelievable. the lowest i ever got for geog. oh fuck fuck fucketty fuck. i promise to pass all my exams from now on.

i thought the world of you
7:35 PM